Chocolate Marshmallow.

The weather today has resembled a monsoon! The rain, the wind, the dust, thunder, lightening. The whole shabang. The weather very much affects my moods, and has been the cause for my extreme laziness today. Simple laying by the window && watching the rain drizzle has filled most of my todays time. Enjoy this little video I recorded. Pardon the bad quality.

&& some Whispering Windy Photography.



Love is on the wind, you can't see it. But you can feel it.

Lemon Custard.

Sometimes the most important and true expressions, are those that remain silent and not spoken. Sometimes meer actions mean more than anything you could ever say to me. Words are thrown every which way, nowadays. The expressions that use to mean the world to a person, have now become cliche, && "just something to be said", as if it's a duty.
I, to am at fault for using profanity.. whatever. But, speaking with true meaning and conviction is what really matters, and that seems so hard to find.

Candy Bar Whirl.

A group of nine new graduated design students have been working on a project called, 'Fresh'. This cutting-edge fashion project features vibrant collections of work from the nine new graduate designers, carefully selected by Kath Libbert as representing the very best of emerging design talent.

'Umbrella' dress by Suzanne McCulloch

'Umbrella Pelt" dress by Nina Osborne

'Tea party in the trees' ring by Lynne Kirstin Murray

Isn't that first umbrella dress just the cutest!? I seem to have a thing for umbrella creations. You can see pieces from the other six designers here.

Vanilla Fudge Ripple.

I am still a child, I know this. Everyday I am reminded of this. I am slowly learning my place in this fast paced world. I learn a new lesson everyday. Every experience I am blessed with, teaches me new things. A lifetime of mistakes awaits me; it's inevitable that some mistakes will be made along the way. Taking something away from these mistakes is vital. I come from a rather stubborn background and a "why not?" mentality. && often there is nothing wrong with this type of thinking; having an open mindset isn't a bad thing. But the actions and the responsiblity that should be involved in these decisions is a big deal. I do my very best to learn these simple lessons. At times, it feels like no matter what I do, I seem to make the same mistakes that I try not to. This only comes from stubborness, and it does me well to realize this now.
This summer I have been living according to, "more options, less rules". I feel the need to live, to be out in the world and do as I please, with no limitations. && in reality, there are no limitations. However, there are consequences. I am learning this; I am learning how bad it hurts to disappoint the ones you love, to make them worry about your safety. && I intend to take away from those experieneces, a better judgement for the future. I am still a work in progress.

Coconut Pineapple.

I've been to a place were the sun shines no matter what; a place above everything else. It's a long way home as far as we can tell; a place where the clouds look like castles the higher you get and we're so close to the end. I know a place were there's flower fields in your eyes; a place where love makes you feel whole.



It's easy to see what you're doing to me in this place.

Mocha Almond Fudge.

I have been in an incredible mood the past couple of days, I am not sure what brought this one or how long it will last. But, I have been filled with an unreasonable amount of inspiration. Everything has been giving me ideas. && I have found myself expressing more creativity through my simple art pieces.

On another note, I have a demo coming up this Friday. EEk!

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Watching... Revolutionary Road. I am not even sure what that movie was about, or what the point was exactly. I don't think I liked it however.

Reading.... The Zombie Survival Guide. Yes, you read that correctly. I like reading odd books.


Listening... To the new Mayday Parade album I downlaoded today. They have a completely new album coming out this November! [:

Wanting... Someone to come cuddle with me.

Wondering... What classes I should register for. The Fall sememster is coming up very quickly.


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Pralines and Cream.

I miss the days that seemed easy. The days when I knew exactly what I wanted and how I wanted it. My future was clear to me, my goals and aspirations were steady. Every morning was simply another stepping block towards what i wished to accomplish. This was merely a short year ago. Yet, it feels so much longer. Now, everything is different. My wants are no longer clear, my goals are jumbled and my life seems to be slowly slipping into adulthood. It is becoming more clear by the day, that I am going to need to make some serious decisions, and I'm not sure that I am ready for them. making these decisions will be even more difficult, with my lack of knowledge about what i want. && this goes for every aspect of my life.
I am searching for the one thing that I can be passionate about doing, the one thing that will make me happy. It seems to me, that everyone my age has already decided what they want to do with their lives; what they wish to accomplish. But, I am still deciding, still changing my mind by the day. the one thing I do know, is I want to do something that might make a difference, something that I can be noticed and remembered by. Isn't that what everyone wants?

I'll just be waiting for that day, when I wake up and I am no longer afraid; when everything seems clear to me.

The Beginning.

It has recently become evident to me that expressing my thoughts and getting some things out on paper, or in this case; keyboard. Can better my thought process and therefore make decision making easier. As said, this is my reason for beginning a blog. Journaling/blogging has always been something that I enjoy quite a large amount. But, I always seem to stop writing, because I am never satisfied with what ends up on the page. As such, I haven't written much lately. However, I intend to forget abut my over analyzing of every word, and just simply write the words that seem to flow freely.

Sheez, this sounds more like I am trying to convince myself this is a good idea.

[another thing I tend to do.]



Hopefully, somewhere along the way, someone will find my future entries amusing, or entertaining in someway. I'd hate to only be blogging for my own satisfaction afterall.