Pralines and Cream.

I miss the days that seemed easy. The days when I knew exactly what I wanted and how I wanted it. My future was clear to me, my goals and aspirations were steady. Every morning was simply another stepping block towards what i wished to accomplish. This was merely a short year ago. Yet, it feels so much longer. Now, everything is different. My wants are no longer clear, my goals are jumbled and my life seems to be slowly slipping into adulthood. It is becoming more clear by the day, that I am going to need to make some serious decisions, and I'm not sure that I am ready for them. making these decisions will be even more difficult, with my lack of knowledge about what i want. && this goes for every aspect of my life.
I am searching for the one thing that I can be passionate about doing, the one thing that will make me happy. It seems to me, that everyone my age has already decided what they want to do with their lives; what they wish to accomplish. But, I am still deciding, still changing my mind by the day. the one thing I do know, is I want to do something that might make a difference, something that I can be noticed and remembered by. Isn't that what everyone wants?

I'll just be waiting for that day, when I wake up and I am no longer afraid; when everything seems clear to me.