Saturday, July 18, 2009

Vanilla Fudge Ripple.

I am still a child, I know this. Everyday I am reminded of this. I am slowly learning my place in this fast paced world. I learn a new lesson everyday. Every experience I am blessed with, teaches me new things. A lifetime of mistakes awaits me; it's inevitable that some mistakes will be made along the way. Taking something away from these mistakes is vital. I come from a rather stubborn background and a "why not?" mentality. && often there is nothing wrong with this type of thinking; having an open mindset isn't a bad thing. But the actions and the responsiblity that should be involved in these decisions is a big deal. I do my very best to learn these simple lessons. At times, it feels like no matter what I do, I seem to make the same mistakes that I try not to. This only comes from stubborness, and it does me well to realize this now.
This summer I have been living according to, "more options, less rules". I feel the need to live, to be out in the world and do as I please, with no limitations. && in reality, there are no limitations. However, there are consequences. I am learning this; I am learning how bad it hurts to disappoint the ones you love, to make them worry about your safety. && I intend to take away from those experieneces, a better judgement for the future. I am still a work in progress.

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